I’ve been hearing how people who have had near death experiences, or who have died and came back to life, come back with some type of supernatural ability; whether it is seeing or hearing ghosts or other phenomena.
I was eight years old when I had my first experience with death.
I had contracted hepatitus type A and was dying in the hospital.
My mom said the room smelled like death and that I was a greenish color.
At 16 years of age I had my first and only OBE (out of body experience) induced by drugs. It wasn’t a drug I had taken intentionally.
In 1999, I was 37 and was in a car accident. My neck was broken along with my left foot and right clavicle (collar bone). I can’t recall the first three days of the accident.
So, with at least two near death experiences, where are the psychic abilities I’m suppose to have? I don’t see ghosts, nor do I hear them. I don’t see or hear anything in the natural.
Is God protecting me from those memories? If so, why? Would the experiences be horrific for me if I did remember them? Did I see a light? Did I see torment in the darkness? Did I meet anyone specifically?
If I did have any of the experiences one is suppose to have, why can’t I remember? Should I try to remember? How would I remember?
So many questions with no answers in sight. I will keep looking.